Thursday, September 23, 2004

57 pages
single spaced, 12-point Times New Roman
3 times edit
it's done
now i am really scared.
i think i thrive on pattern and cycle
I need to let go.
Let it be marked and judged.
But I am so scared.
Dude, this is the honours thesis man.
Lee said it's good scholarship
and good language
except maybe my own fhreaky style and it's the verb change
y'know re-verbbing
the scholarship is not suspect.
my consolation tonight.

I feel like I want to explode and go ecstactic
but part me wanna just say don't do it yet.
sighh..
I talked to my mentor today.
MAN, it felt so good. it's good to know they care and know and think the same. I was kinda beginning to freak some. Anyways, it went good today. Classes was great. I kinda brought up the sooper-structure of spiels, and the kids loved it, but I dunno if I did it right, I don't wanna do it bad, y'know?

okayokay, letthing that slide. Damn, what am I on? neuroses-lite? LOL.
'kay let's just relax and go slouch on the couch, and kick back the flap. hmmmmmmm what to say?

Oh yeah. I rediscovered Moonraker today, it is soooooo coool!! It's like water, running over
spilling over me and everything in the room, man it's awesome.
you should listen to it. Honest...It's the David Arnold version tho'.

before you go bitching that Islippe don the class,
listen up-- i'm old skool enuff, but it's the bass-lineon the remix that's totally rockin'. it's great. trust me.