"Probably Swollen" is a little mental buggery that happens quite often with me-- call it my fetishization with coherence, LOL! Nonetheless, this is an outtake of a popular beat by "Nail" Tolliday and Simon Mills... Their Bio's here(Click on: "Bent') --And, anyways, I kinda got alittle High on the voice... so here is my take on it, some parts of the original composition is so generically- fuxked up, so I just put my old two mental mitts together and spun out my version. Y'know if you think it's more poignant or sad or kewl or tripped-out... gimmie a shout abouts what ya think okay?

bodhisivatta@hotmail.com
(yesh! you doods and doodettes finally know where ich stay!)

without further adieu:
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When you are here
With me there is
No peace-fuller sighs

Don’t need anything
Else to feel alive

You electrify
Me and I want
To be in your arms
For always

For Always
our love is
Stolen made off with
the quietest shade
of loud:

holds me
like a lantern
soft gestures
like a cloud

a cloud
With no tears where
you pass me by
like gray shadows slide
flash-showers that
whisper no goodbyes

to shape the cries
I deny
in me
that I still want to be
in your arms
for Always

For Always
our love is
Swollen
made of
The quietest shade
Of loud

and holds me
Burn lambent
Scored-textured
Like a doubt

A doubt.

Okay Okay
here's a song list:
What I am listening to is getting more and more fragmented

Chicane
dj tiesto
to name two.

I am listening to schubert also ( yikes, closeted classical phreak)
drumming up some poetry. whaddya know?
see if i can find some
(rummage-rummage)

Man I missed so much this summer so far!!!
it's not friggin' fare/fair
what's worse
i paid for it (fare)

toke a full lode of class (again)
but i've been a good boy, so i did hit the gym (ow, but YEAHHH!)
however, the surf and sand
beaches and bitches
movies and telly
nada
nada
nada

damn!!!!
Luckily my ears can function independently of my eyes
so I am listening to all my favourite music Yayy!!!

I love electronica.

I got the new Verve CD with the remix (by tricky et al) of big Blues Divas
like ella fitzgerald and Lady Day (Yayy!)

so its okay.

Mis(sed)opportunities

A friend invited me to go to a Pryde Parade on Victoria Island
so I can pose as his Boyfriend for whatever dramatic reasons?
But I decline ( homewerk!)
else i would go, i owe him a favour: he drove me and betsy to the doctors
to get her checked for virus

(betsy's my computer)
elsewise, i think it'll be cool.
just like halloween, y'know?
besides
I like dykes
they are generaly all so HOTTTT!!!
(like Lara crofts)

okkayy,
that is a fetish you guys and girls should not be ready to read about!

PG-18!!!!

Anyways back to my moans
(the lamenting kind)

aye let me bemoan my fate.
oops gonna be late.
swing by in a mo' ... printers here are so temper-mental